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I pick up the knife and place it against my skin.
I realize what I'm doing and put it down.
But I hurt so much.
I want the pain gone.
So I pick up the knife again.
Only to put it down again.
I do this several times.
Finally I put the knife back in the drawer and close it.
I breathe a sigh of releif.
I won this time.
But how long will it be till I lose?
Even as I was putting the knife down,
I wanted to place it against my skin and follow through with it.
I wanted to so badly.
But I know better than that.
And I'm not going to escape pain using pain.
No matter how much I want to.
Harming myself is not the answer.
It's not the answer for anyone.
This is a message for everyone who may be tempted to.

You are loved.
You are wanted.
You are perfect the way you are.
Using pain to kill pain is not the way to solve things.
Write a story, talk to a friend.
Talk to anyone.
Just don't harm your self.
And never kill yourself.
It may seem like the easy way out,
But you will have wasted your life.
No matter how hard things are for you.
It will get better.
GOD LOVES YOU, AND HE WILL BRING YOU THROUGH THE HARD TIMES.
NO MATTER HOW IMPOSSIBLE IT SEEMS.
HE IS TAKING CARE OF YOU.
HE HAS PLANS FOR YOU.

"For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."  Jeremiah 29-11

When He said, "plans to prosper you," He meant that He would use you to do great and amazing things.
That He would use you in his plans.
That you would be SAVED.
When He said, "and not to harm you," He did not mean that your life would be perfect, that you would not suffer.
But that in the end He was going to get you through this, in one peice.
That you would be SAVED.
When He said, "plans to give you hope," He meant that He would always be with you and that He would never leave you to fend for yourself.
That in the end, this life is to SERVE THE LORD, and the reward will be great.
That you would be SAVED.
When He said, "and a future," He meant AFTER THIS LIFE.
That you would be SAVED.
YOU.

He does indeed have plans for you.  And He loves you unconditionaly.
That is proven by the fact that He is always SAVING you.
THAT HE SENT HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON TO DIE ON THE CROSS AND RISE ON THE THIRD DAY,
TO CLEAN US OF OUR SINS, SO THAT WE MAY BE SAVED!
BECAUSE GOD LOVES US!
AND HE ALWAYS WILL!
HE HAS PLANS FOR US ALL.
If you don't belive anything I've said already, then take me as an example.
He's using my pain to spread His word.
He has been speaking through me as I wrote this.
And it's true.  All of it.
I can feel that God is telling me what to say.
I'm not the one saying this.
I started writting this to express my pain, and in the end it was ALL ABOUT GOD.
BECAUSE HE IS USING ME FOR HIS PLAN, JUST LIKE HE USES YOU.
YOU.
It's true. All of it. Every word. This is definitely one of my favorite's. Hope you guy's like it!
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:iconmishhmystery:
MishhMystery Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012
So true June :huggle: If you ever need someone to talk to then talk to me, ok?
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RueTris Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
:hug: Thanks
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MishhMystery Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012
No problem :glomp:
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RueTris Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
:iconglomp2plz:
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MishhMystery Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012
Aaah! That hug was amazing, I :heart: it! It's so awesomee :D
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RueTris Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
lol I know right!
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MishhMystery Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012
Haha yeah!!
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RueTris Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
XD
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Cheliseville Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012
Are you deppressed? just wondering. I like this.
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RueTris Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Not exactly. I don't want anyone to know though. Not Arynne, not my parents. No one. So please don't say anything, just keep it all on dA, okay? Please.
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